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It's yink again..
Saturday, December 16, 2006
11:04 AM
Sebas and I have broken up last night..
I find myself unable to trust him as much as i did before, and the feeling just sucks. I don't think he would give up clubbing for me. Will he? I know he's trying his best to change and I can see that. But i guess it's just too late. I am very very certain that if he bothered to change earlier, things will definitely be different now. We might even get married. But yea, its not the case anymore.
There were lots and lots of tears.. i almost died crying. I know i've hurt him and disappointed him, especially when he said that i treated him like a fool for the past 2 weeks? I was really trying hard to revert back to my old self but most of the trust is not even there anymore.. I really tried and make myself forget about that incident but i just cannot. To make things better, there was a party at Zouk on Tuesday night.. Luckily i went to kbox with Nat if not i would've gone crazy and paranoid at home.. you girls should know that.. hah.
I know that Sebas didnt wanna end it.. he's damn sad about it.. well, so am i. He has treated me well for the past 2 weeks and i have treated him well for 7 months already. I guess im just too tired and sick of all this that now when he finally is willing to change, it no longer affects me anymore. I know i'm damn heartless and all.. i dont know what to do now. Just gonna see how things go. We are not even on talking terms now. He wanted to delete and block me from msn.. hows that? = forget it, i shall not even bother him from now on.