It's yink again..
Saturday, December 16, 2006
11:04 AM
Sebas and I have broken up last night..
I find myself unable to trust him as much as i did before, and the feeling just sucks. I don't think he would give up clubbing for me. Will he? I know he's trying his best to change and I can see that. But i guess it's just too late. I am very very certain that if he bothered to change earlier, things will definitely be different now. We might even get married. But yea, its not the case anymore.
There were lots and lots of tears.. i almost died crying. I know i've hurt him and disappointed him, especially when he said that i treated him like a fool for the past 2 weeks? I was really trying hard to revert back to my old self but most of the trust is not even there anymore.. I really tried and make myself forget about that incident but i just cannot. To make things better, there was a party at Zouk on Tuesday night.. Luckily i went to kbox with Nat if not i would've gone crazy and paranoid at home.. you girls should know that.. hah.
I know that Sebas didnt wanna end it.. he's damn sad about it.. well, so am i. He has treated me well for the past 2 weeks and i have treated him well for 7 months already. I guess im just too tired and sick of all this that now when he finally is willing to change, it no longer affects me anymore. I know i'm damn heartless and all.. i dont know what to do now. Just gonna see how things go. We are not even on talking terms now. He wanted to delete and block me from msn.. hows that? = forget it, i shall not even bother him from now on.
C onfused
Thursday, December 14, 2006
10:00 PM
ITS MY TURN TO BLOG, like finally i am not lazy already.
Things are not getting better. Nothing is helping. LOL. I'm just more and more confused as each day passes. F*ck larrrrr. Argh. SOMEHOW I still dont dare to blog about anything here. I am like scared that people will hack.
=O
Take care girls, and XUAN have fun in NZ!! Pluck some apples for us k! APPLE!!!!!!!
Love, yinkcredible (:
NZ
5:02 AM
hihihiihihiihihihihi hellOOoooooooooooooo
can u girls hear me?! haha i'm shouting right across from NZ!!!
aniwae i miss u gals la...
so decided to blog since i woke up so early...
interesting photos coming up =)
this is the first place i'm staying in for the first day... LOL
DENISE HOLLARS
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
9:21 PM
Alot happened. I don't know how to explain or say it. I'm still confused but we are back together and this blog, side track abit, kinda dead. -_-
Just to keep you girls updated.
Bon Voyage Zi Xuan, hope you bring back lotsa goodies~ :D
Love, xoxo
NAT's ENTRY...
Saturday, December 9, 2006
11:31 PM
guess wat i saw my ex with his new gf today.. i was kinda shocked to see him. he sorta gave a smile but i looked away... anyway i was kinda happy.. haha cuz im like HAPPY without him. most importantly i was out with a guy fren. so HAHA... let him tink wat he wants to tink. anyway his gf like keep on staring at me... even after they walked out of the shop. (we were at HMV heeren btw.) so weird lar...
i told my guy fren tat guy was my ex.. then he turned to look... then he said : "ur ex like some poser AH BENG, cuz he like follow those ahbeng carry that kinda bag." HAHA! i even add on YA LOR..! haha..!
DENISE HOLLARS
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
9:35 AM
Hey you girls, what's going on? I don't know who penned the last entry, so I started with "Hey you girls.." Hahaha! Anyway, hope you enjoy your Escape! outing.
Love, xoxoxo
Todays my 7th month with Ivan. LOLOL. Ghost month. :x
Dreamt of an old friend and I miss her so much, but she's changed beyond words and I feel sad for her.Labels: Mixed Emotions
Sunday, December 3, 2006
8:09 PM
Things isnt getting any better for me. In fact much worst.
another new hair cut!
Saturday, December 2, 2006
12:06 AM
nat-nat whines: ARGH...! i told the lady not to cut so short.. but eventually still cut until so short... haiz.. anyway.. wat matters most is that it looks good. SO girls does it look good?
as fer yinks... looks pretty much neat cuz the curls haf been layered off.. and she has to use wax or wat to style her hair... so do i..! haha..