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Excessive shopping; It has become a serious problem. Everybody's living in a material world and I am a material girl. There's never enough bags, or shoes, or things. I always wanna get more and I can't seem to help/stop myself. My mom even dreamt of us fighting cuz' I spent too much money. It's becoming a headache.



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I did the skin myself. (Hehehe!)

Thankfully, Ivan and I kissed and made up. Hopefully no more fights until his birthday. Cya girlies tmr! :DD

Labels: Cheery

yeah been wanted to get a bob-concave style-cut & finally had the courage to do it can. Two & a half hours of anticipation, haha was quite worried at first, but tadaa the result was pleasing!!! its kinda SHORT though =) Xuan's one was not bad too. okay girls, i'll let the 2 pictures do the talking:

colouring part starts today! hopefully it'll turn out nice man :)

love u girls! <33

hehehe* today went to cut hair wif sam after sch... i'm so excited bou it for so long alr... dun noe y i'm always so anxious bou cutting hair.. lolx... usually girls r so afraid of cutting their hair... mayb i've got this thinkin that hair will grows no matter how short u cut...
i'm a optimistic personthats y... hahaha

aniwae done with my haircut, it took 2 & a half hr to finished with the cut...lolx... -_- till my butt got numb whAHaha
sad thing is, i'm not able to cut concave bob cuz the hairstylist said my top hair was too short... but still i cut the miss seventeen 2006 the cover hairstyle... smirks*
Looks kinda nice =X oops
Sam's one too.. hers look much more different than b4.. she'll give u girls a shock....
double smirks*

tml i'm goin to dye my hair too =)
haha.... i'm so excited again

<333333
xuan

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hey my dear lollipoppy girls,
i noe i'm not in the shoes of u girls & i wun possibly understand wad u all r goin throu... but still i juz wanna tell u all to love urself more than anyone self, dun ever let those shitty(i mean the guys =X) out there take u for granted okie =)
and dun treat them so nice, let them hav the chance to miss u more than u do =P
hahahaa oops =X m i being too nasty?!
sorry my dear dear, u noe i dun treat u liddAT or do i...
hee*

aniwae juz try it out...

<3yink:juz forget bou him & u will b able to meet the right after that, like wad nat's quoted

<3denise: dun think too much bou that,may b he juz want to make u jealous & probably test out ur feeling for him? juz think optimisticly alright =)
btw, i'm not a lucky girl... mayb it wou b my turn soon after u
i dun noe, somtimes i'm really worried too that when will it happen to me...
a little silly of me thinking bou this now but i nd to b prepared for the worst rite... haha

<333333
lollypoppygrils

Labels: we jux love lollypoppy =P

Well, I don't know if Sebas can overcome passwords but I really cannot keep all of this to myself already. I will explode sooner of later. That's why I requested for this blog to be kept private. So that we can blog about what we really feel instead of restricting ourselves cause it's true that some people dislike their girlfriends / ex to blog about them.

November 2006 is like the most UNLUCKY month I've ever experienced in my whole life. I think it's even worse than April 2002 when i broke my leg in school. I'd rather break legs and arms than lose people's trust in me. Fuck. I really feel so screwed. I told Maddy that Nana is targetting this girl called dollies in friendster, and she went to tell Cassy!! (Nana's ex) Okay, firstly she promised not to tell Cassy cause it will jolly well get me into shitloads of trouble with Nana and I trusted her for that. After that, she told me that Cassy and her were 'laughing about it' <- about Nana being unable to jio dollies , and I was thinking why did she tell !! Still, I thought it was okay cause I did not think that Cassy would go and approach Nana and ask him about it. But she did just that. :( And now Nana probably hates me like fuck cause I'm like a fucking spy among them? Like a freaking backstabber and all.

Sebas called me last night and said that he's disgusted with me. Well, I am disgusted with myself too. Why do problems keep arising esp when I'm close to those 2 girls? I'm not blaming them for anything but maybe it's just me cause i've really misplaced my trust in them. Sigh. And he said that he wouldn't give a damn about me anymore. He said that his opinion of me has changed totally and so did his friends'. He says that I've changed for the worse, I keep making making the same old mistakes over and over again and never repent. Maybe it's cause I like to shoot my mouth off, that's why I kept on saying the wrong things / things that I shouldn't be telling. I told him that I would change for the better and make him feel the change in me. He said 'see how la'.

I didn't cry or anything last night after the phone conversation with him.. I guess I'm already numb to all of these. Then again, it doesn't mean that I am not sad.. I'm going to change my attitude. You girls gotta help me too. Maybe I can only bitch to people whom I really trust. Instead of people i barely known for a month? Sigh. What a wrong move. Misplacing my trust and getting betrayed by them. I can only say that it's my retribution. I must make sure that I won't be so big mouthed anymore in future and YA, sometimes some things you gotta keep it to yourself.

I am not hoping for Sebas to come back to me after feeling that I've changed or what. I am going to change for the sake of myself because I know that this sort of rubbishy fucked up attitude would get me nowhere in future. Arghh. I realised that all these fucked up shit only happened after we broke up. and new people entering my life.

Is there really nothing else I can do to gain his trust back for me? I used to be such a perfect girl in his eyes.. and now I only make him disgusted with me. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck. I hate myself too.


yink

Yesterday I went for steamboat. Well it sucked like hell aite! ;_;
It felt like Ivan just ditched me. It seemed like he paid more attention to the other girls and it hurt like hell. Because I thought he would be different from the other guys I've dated. Haha! Always the same old shit and more. 2 days before the outing, he promised to hold my hand and hold it tight, haha, guess what, another empty promise. When I was alone, looking as bored as ever, he didn't even come talk to me. Even when he did was, it was just like a walk past and I was left alone again. I was so tired I didn't bother to talk to anyone much. I just wanted to go home. I didn't wanna make a scene. No use talking to him, one way or another, he would just repeat the same ol' same ol' and frankly, I'm tired, hurt and very sad.
Later on he asked for the time and I said 10pm.

And he just said, "Oh no! If I send you home, there wouldn't be any transport left for me..."
It was my que to say,"It's okay, there are many people going the same direction as me."
He said,"Yeah! You still dare to say! I alone, leh!"
Me, *weak smile*. My heart sinking, I knew it was going to be over soon.

What's the point of hurting so much yea? Especially when he doesn't even know he's hurting you. All the promises he's made, all the things he's said to tease and taunt you when they aren't the least bit funny, for what? Going to his house to look for him, and in the end he sleeps. Going home alone after that. Well at least now he sends me to the bus stop. I just wish that I could turn back time and go back to when we just met and he really treated me like how I deserve to be treated, he would always worry about me and make sure that he sent me home. It's okay if he doesn't send me home but at the same time it isn't okay. I don't know to explain the feeling. He said I could find someone who would treat me better, right now, I think so too. I don't wanna keep using the excuse of breaking up to make him treat me better. Now I want a clean break if I ever mention the topic of breaking up. I almost could say I've had enough. Hahaha I guess this is breaking season.

Sooner or later Ivan would read this because he knows how to overcome the password. And I hope he does, so he'd know how I feel. But does it really matter that he knows, because it'll still be the same and nothing would change. He would even be angry for posting this here for you girls to read. Now it's his turn to get mad. And if your wondering how I got home last night? Well his buddies cabbed me home. And this guy, my god-brother, is those touchy-feely types, I just wished Ivan was there with me in the cab. Haha, now when he sends me a good night message, I thank God. This is almost nonsense. Never love a love that hurts. Damn right I won't.

It's almost moving on, long gone. Tears start to roll. Haha! I would definitely follow my preaching to you girls.

Xue Ting; Ditch Jason for good, he isn't worth your tears one bit!
Nat; I still loveeeee your laughter.
Yink; You should really just forget about Him and move on. You know by now you deserve so much better. Guys just don't know how to appreciate the good shit they are given when it's right infront of their fugly faces.
Zi Xuan; You lucky girl! =P
Sam; Another lucky and smart one for not getting yourself into r/s. HAHAHA!

Okay lollypoppies, cya tmr at school!
Love,
xoxoxo

Labels: emo-out, Low in the ditches, sad

Hello, i am here to post again. I spent my whole Saturday rotting at home. So damn fucking boring pls. I'm sick like shit, have been running a fever for 2 days. Or is it 3? I don't know. My throat is damn pain too.. Don't worry i will make it to school on Monday!

Anyway wtf man, i got warning letter from NYP. Cause I missed 6 hours of Graphic Design. LOL. And i think i'll receive another one soon for Frankie's module. Congrats to me.

Girls, shall we make this a private blog? I mean, we dont link this blog from anywhere.

i <3 lollipop girls
and <3<3 nat !

love, yink

hey y'all... my turn to post. and its my first entry in lollypops! haha.

hey yink, dun tink abt the past lar... look forward to the future. ur sweet 17* still a long way to go till marriage. LOL. and along the way you'll meet better guys. i got this quote from my fren: "Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful." =) and my dear darling yink pls go get lots of rest, take care ok? im not much of a advisor or a talker BUT more of a listener and lend u my shoulder, kind. =P u can jus pour all ya "junk" out fer me to listen, LOL.

anyways we shall party party after our common test ya? party till siao! haha... k la, tink i tink until so far fer wat, stil got another 3 weeks or so.

<3 lollipop girls
<3 yink

Post pics of your hair!!!

If I could turn back time, things wouldnt be so screwed up like they are now. Sigh.
SO MANY REGRETS.
I've made so many mistakes, but I have been trying to change.
Totally no hope? I'm really confused.

Why do you make it hard to love you?

I've been wrong but I've been changing
I've been wondering what to do.
Here I am, alone and waiting
For you.

love, yink

Aloha! :DD

Yay! I just came back from the salon. My new hair-do! *Smiles myself silly* Anyway...
Yink: Why d'ya wanna turn back time?

Notice
Discuss about the party soon? :)

Love,
xoxoxo

Labels: HAPPY

Hi all. Yink is here to post for the first time! Anyway, i wish i could turn back time.

Sigh.

Love you all.

Hello lollypoppygirls!!! Its me, Xueting!! haha finally i got the ID and password correct and my first post here!! ENJOY!!!!!!

Labels: Excited

hihihihiiiiiiiiiii
well.... i'll start breaking the ice then,
is me xuan aka stephie... LOL
our blog is finally up =))
we'll entertain u with loads of fun stories & photos
smirks (^-^)*
more upcomings, so stay tune ppl =)


<3 xoOxXxOox

Labels: lick us like the lollipop

Hey Poppies!

Welcome to our first blog! :D


Love,
xoxoxo

Labels: FEELING HIGH